Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts

Thursday, October 12, 2023

I wish I have that Rubber suit!

 

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Always in the beginning of December my biorhythm changes. Just last year I got an unexpected phone call and had to enter the dungeon. Ohhhh yes... I remember that all too well.

It seemed my inner-self knew more than I did. Just in the moment where I was thinking about the punishers last December the Blackstore ring-tone kicked me out of my thoughts.

"One hour, studio, NOW!"  I heard out of the speaker, in the background were the muted moanings and groanings of what seemed to be a bottom being worked over. Poor boy.

I can`t resist and it is unavoidable. My curiosity is just too large so I take the rest of the day off and use my car and head for the studio. What shall I expect? I am with my shaved body in top condition and my ass is well trained. Since I do not experience the same thing like last year when I was used and abused in the "Bizarre Rubberboy Suit" with fucking machines...

Once again I am walking in front of the door of the studio and my heart pounds. I knock and shortly after that the door opens.

"Come in and strip!" a voice sounds out of the darkness.  After my eyes adjust I see opposite me a masked leather-man, I do not recognize his voice. I feel instantly that his fit, leather clad body turns me on extremely and I can`t do anything else than obey: I strip off my clothes in front of his proving eyes.

"Put that on!" - I remember that order all too good and I take the  black rubbersuit which is handed to me. Now I discover whose moaning voice it was on the phone. A black rubber-guy in the "Perfect Rubberboy Outfit" hangs in the darkness with arms which are pulled towards the ceiling by chains. His posture and hard breathing through hoses with a smellbag let me know that he has hung there quite a while.

I inspect the suit which I am ordered to put on. I have never seen such a suit, so many laces. My muscular body slides smoothly in, the legs into the attached toe-socks and the hands into the soft gloves. Tight - very tight. The laces are from the ankle up to the armpits. On the back I see more laces as I do amongst the backs of the arms. All laces are tightened and my skin melds with the suit. Skintight and totally free of folds the mirror plain latex encloses my body. My glans slides fully till the end of the attached cock sheath and the tight cock-ring blocks the blood in a way that my cock is not able to deflate.

I can barely control myself. Heavy boots are put on my feet and closed with tight buckles. The "Anubis Rubberhelmet" with neck smellbag is put on to me and locked with a thick heavy collar. The air through the hoses is full of the smell of rubber and I sound like a horse breathing. All the zippers, especially those on the shoulder, the 2-way runners in the crotch and the 2-way runners over the nipples are closed. The crotch part is sealed inside UNDER THE ZIPPER with an anal condom, water sealed! That way the outfit is completely tight, sealed and separates me hermetically from my environment.

I feel how I adapt into my new role.

"Today is your lucky day" -  I hear quiet through the thick helmet. " You will show me now how you top!"

That was now really my lucky day. How right he was. Finally....finally I can live out my active side!!

 

"Finish the slave!" I hear which is my green light.

My whole appearance turns me into a merciless top. I walk towards the hanging victim. I feel his fear and excitement and see how he tries to come out of the cuffs to escape and hear how he wants to tell me something. But there I only hear "mmpfff" which is very good. The gag was already put on him. I start to work on him....

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Thursday, June 16, 2022

There's no such thing as too much Rubber!


Rubber has a powerful effect on me. Rubber coverage is only the beginning.
even total surrender into submission, is not enough for me.



   I love that picture, mask looks so heavy, so rigid, the black so deep, unable to                                               recognize any human part of me



Thursday, October 25, 2018

Post from Tumblr!


At first the voice made me horny.  All I wanted was to try a hot rubber scene.  But as soon as I pulled the suit on, the voice spoke to me.  It told me to stare at myself in the mirror.  I stood before the mirror.  Eventually I took the suit off.  But the voice remained.  While I worked it whispered in my head about needing to put my gear on.  Needing to be in rubber.  Whenever I saw a mirror, I saw myself absorbed by the rubber, possessed by it.
I would get home, and the voice would tell me that I needed to be plugged, how much happier I would be with my hole filled like it should be.  I began to put it in as soon as I got home.  I would be plugged whenever I was home.  The last thing I would do before leaving would be to remove it.
At work, I would be in the restroom, and I would hear the voice telling me I should be plugged always.  So I started wearing my plug always.  I was was hornier that way.  I would only remove it as needed - to make sure my hole was clean and ready to refill.
I was more productive at work.  I was happier than I’d been.
I kept seeing myself in rubber in every mirror I’d pass.  The voice would go on “You are a rubberboy - why aren’t you in rubber?  I’d get home and my ass would throb thinking of rubber… So I said to myself, fuck it, and started wearing rubber at home.
I would get geared up, relax, hard as a rock, eat my food, watch tv, clean the house - all while wearing my rubber suit.  At the end of the night I would have a wank, clean myself off, then fall asleep in my rubber.  In the morning, I would get up, shower with it on, remove my suit while showering, hang it to dry and head off to work.
The voice wouldn’t stop.  You should be in your gear.  It makes you feel so good doesn’t it?  You’re a rubberboy.  You NEED to be in rubber all the time.
I was wearing my plug all the time already and it wasn’t hurting my work, but I was worried about doing more than that.  But I thought maybe there’s a middle ground.  I decided to buy a sleeveless catsuit…this way I wouldn’t have to worry about sweat running down my arms at work…  Yeah - that would do it.  The voice was quiet as I searched on my computer for the right gear.  It didn’t seem to have an opinion on brand, color, or style.  But I knew what I needed had to be black, heavy, and tight,
The voice knew I needed to feel enclosed in my gear.
The new suit arrived surprisingly quickly.  I had also bought a larger plug without even thinking about it.
My routing grew accordingly.  Wake up.  Shower. Remove plug.  Clean fullsuit.  Clean plug. Clean self.  Do calisthenics and such while naked.  Reinsert plug. Put on sleeveless suit.  Go to work.
All the while I was happy and horny.  I didn’t need to socialize. I didn’t care about other people.  Just my work, and my gear, and my routine. And the voice.  Always the voice.  I would find myself rubbing my crotch during the day at work.  Enjoying it being trapped an unreachable under my rubber. I’d find myself clenching my butt around the plug, gently fucking myself now and again during the day.  I’d enjoy the feeling of the precum dribbling out of my dick under the rubber, lubricating it.
It was some time before I realized just how scheduled this behavior really was.
And the voice kept me company all along. 
I would take care of the necessities of life geared in rubber. I paid my billed, cooked my food, surfed the web, watched tv, all while wearing my rubber suit.  The voice told me I didn’t need television.  I spent more time on rubber sites.  I started writing rubber stories. and I never stroked my uncovered dick. I would get off…but only under my rubber.  The voice told me to order heavy rubber gloves.  I ordered them.  I ordered a larger plug.  The voice told me when to piss.  When to shower. When to exercise.
I was becoming dependent on it. The only time it wasn’t whispering to me was when I was naked between suits.
And the silence was deafening.  I NEEDED to be in rubber.  I NEEDED the Voice in my head.
I would pull the zip tab of the suit up and the Voice would tell me “Good boy.  Good rubberboy.” And I would answer “I’m a good boy.  I’m a good rubberboy.”  And my head would swim and my mind would open up and the Voice would talk to me once more.
The Voice demanded a rubber sheath for my cock under my rubber suit. I wore a rubber sheath.  My cock stayed harder longer in the sheath.
The Voice directed me to suck the cum out of the sheath every time I shot now. My routine had this occurring once weekly at this point.  Monday morning before showering.
The Voice spoke of rubber socks encasing my feet at all time.  My feet disappeared under thick rubber socks.  I learned to enjoy the sweat pooling up inside them.
The Voice told me that rubber covered feet should be in rubber boots whenever possible.  I procured rubber riding boots and wore them once I walked in the door to my home.
Whenever I was at home the Voice had be online cruising rubber sites. Living more and more in this mysterious ethereal rubber world it had growing in my head and less and less in the real world.
The Voice told me my hands needed to be controlled by rubber.  I bought heavy rubber gloves that went on right after my rubber boots.
I was looking more and more like the vision of myself that the Voice would show me in the mirror.  I was thinner. I was more muscular. I looked more and more anonymous and less and less individual.
The Voice needed my hole filled deeper and more full, so an even larger plug was bought.
The Voice commanded that my body be more tightly constrained, so a harness was procured.
My productivity at work continued to rise as I focused more and more singularly on serving my company’s needs.  I processed forms faster.  I suggested improvements to procedures.  I took direction with enthusiasm and ease.  And the Voice reminded me that I was a good unit; a good rubber unit.  And my mind would twist, and I would hear myself say “I’m a good unit.  I’m a good rubber unit.”  And my cock with twitch in near orgasm and more precum would flow into my rubber suit.
And I would strip, and I would wear my suit and I would wear my boots, and I would wear my gloves and I would wear my harness.  And the voice would say ‘You’re a good unit. a good rubber unit.”  And I hear myself repeating “I’m a good unit.  I’m a good rubber unit.” And my cock throbs, and squirts more precum in my sheath.
And I eat.  And I sit at the computer and look at pics, and look at vids, and read stories, and write stories, and record videos, and record pics.  And sleep.  And listen to the Voice.
And the Voice showed me the mirror.  And I was almost as I should be.  I knew what was needed.  And I placed the order.  And I changed into my worksuit, and my work clothes, and my work shoes, and went to work, and I was a good unit, a good rubber unit.  And the Voice kept me horny and focused and my mind drifted while my body worked.  And I arrived home.  And the package was waiting by the apartment door.
And the Voice said. “Yes.  Take the package like the good unit you are.  Bring it inside.”
And I brought it inside.  And I stripped and I cleaned and I wore my home suit, and I wore my home socks, and I wore my home boots, and I wore my home harness, and I ate, and I sat at the computer.  And the voice spoke to me.  And I forgot about the box.
And I slept.
And I woke.
And I went to the mirror.
And the Voice showed me myself as I was.
And the image was the me I should be.
And I came in my sheath.
And the Voice said “Good unit.  Good rubber unit.”
And I said “I’m a good unit. I’m a good rubber unit.”
And the Voice said “Yes…and now you are ready.”
And I froze.  And the Voice became large and empty and beautiful and black.
And I shot again.
And simply was.
And then was no more.
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Sunday, August 19, 2018

Rubber surrender


There is no other life for me! “Fucked and raped into submission”
My body is designed to accept alot of abuse!


I'm never going back to the person I used to be?


 Between rubber hood and me sticky lubricants increase my sensitivity to enjoy Rubber!


The Rubber mask removes any facial expression! Just a hole!


Tuesday, August 14, 2018


Rubber destroying everything what I was. There is nothing left but an object!



I left the home and never returned... I'm in new home!

Rubber sissies








I'm weak slave and helpless to stop Rubber. As Rubber squeezes my body it takes total control of my body.


I know now my identity taken from me. This is my true nature